My biggest issues

1. I keep eating (and often its the wrong stuff)

2. I am not active enough

The last 24 hours is a great example of both 1 and 2.

With point 1 my family and I and our two friends went to a restaurant called zero degrees last night, its a good place, good food, we have pretty much the same stuff every time, but its too much stuff.

Last night was a spadini, bbq chicken salad, calamari’s for starters and then we both had pizzas.

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The evidence of the empty starter plates….

Then this morning i had to wake up and be out of the house by 5.15am to catch a flight to Manchester at 8.05.

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I felt awful from the night before,  my stomach was in a spin which led me to just a terrible terrible start to the day. Firstly i sat on the toilet forever, then had to have a wash, got uber ordered, which then got stuck in traffic,  got to the airport at 7.31 tried to go through security , but guess what security stops at 7.30am for my flight {face palm}, had to then pay £40 out of my pocket to change flight for one at 10. Then i get through check in, went to the BA lounge and had the squits again, thankfully BA lounges have showers (so i was happy there) but what a poor start of the day.

This leads me on to point 2.

so far today i have sat on a toilet, had a shower, sat in an uber, walked through security at Heathrow, then had a shower, now i am waiting for my flight at 10 so will be sitting down for another 2/3 hours. Then I will take a flight sitting down, get of flight and get a taxi , go to a meeting and sit down, go get another taxi where i will almost miss my flight again, fly back to London, get an uber home and then spend what short time i have with my wife (sat down) before she falls asleep.

You may get a sense that i am sat down a bit too much….. and that’s the point! “so do I”!

Still sitting at 139.2kg but will expect that to go up slightly by the end of the day! On a good note I did just have a bowl of bran flakes and banana…. thats a good choice bowl of food!

A Start

A start is a start, you have to come from somewhere to finish in a race. For me my start is at the back of the queue. I am the heaviest i have ever been in life. I look back at my younger years thinking where did it go.

I use to play a lot of sports and would be the person in the gym laughing at the bigger folks.

 

I am 139.2kb …. That’s huge!  21.9 stone! This is the heaviest i have ever been in my life.

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It all just went on over a number of years, 1kg here 1kg there, a little loss, then a lot more on.

 

I am feeling awful at the moment, my heart pounds, my waist hurts.
I am going to use this to document my journey. Lots of nasty photos of myself and the steps that i will use to resolve this mess i got myself into.

 

My biggest concern is time! will this take me years? months?

 

So what’s my all up goal…. 95kg or 15 stone! That’s the aim!

 

JZ